This month has been crazy. Its gotten the point that when i tell people that i'm working full time and going to school full time, instead of following it with "oh its great! and it really isnt as hard as people say it is" I now beat them to the punch with a mental "you're crazy" look for myself. As i say, yes, i know i'm crazy. for some reason i always forget what march and april are like during the semester. and then when it comes, i'm very rudely reminded. But! I have been able to stay on top things. I've even been turing assignments in early. I have 2 big projects left, and thats it. The rest is just busy work that professors feel obligated to assign, in attempt to prove to the world that they are actually teaching something. Lol.
Besides school, this month has just been insane. I've really had to do an overhaul on myself to keep sane. Work has been kicking my trash, and i have had to learn how to be mean. Mean for me anyway. Strict and tough are better words for what i've had to learn to be i guess. It has just seemed like everything that could possibly go wrong and happen at a treatment center, has. I've been taking lots of mental health days (or hours) to just decompress. But i'm hoping that things will slow down here soon and everyone will be ok.
I turn 22 in a few days. And though, birthdays are really no longer a big deal, it still has given me alot of things to think about. In one of my classes we've had to do alot of self-evaluation papers, and its made me realize how far i've come in my life. I'm not perfect. And to be honest, i dont really want to be. I mean i would like to stop screwing up, but my inperfections are what make me me. And i rather enjoy being me. Its been an interesting year. I've learned alot and grown alot and made a lot of changes to my life. Things have really started to look up, and i can tell that there is something big coming my way and i'm excited to know what it is.
