Apparently I need an editor

Ok so my last few post have been from the middle of night. That is my excuse for them not entirely making sense and i'm sticking to it! But the good news is!! Drum roll please!! I dont have to work graves anymore! I know! Exciting! I got a full time shift at work, and i'm sooooo excited about it. It works well with school so yes, i will be working full time and going to school full time. But i'm super women remember?! lol actually it wont be that bad. the shift is mostly swing shifts (3-11) and its only 4 days a week. Plus i'm now eligible for benefits and i've heard that they offer really good benefits which will be nice. And a super big plus is i actually will have specific patients that i will be working one on one with. Its giving me a head start for grad school. I'm kind of nervous about it right now. I have my first meetings with them tomorrow and i dont really know what i'm doing. lol. so hopefully they do! thats one of the great things about my job (and a bad one too) the patients sometimes know more than i do about the program and whats going on. which makes sense because they're living in it. so it makes it nice when i have questions and there isnt another tech around that knows the answer. I just ask a patient! But it also makes it not so good when they say that the rules say they can do something i dont know if they really can or they are just saying that. i'm all the sudden feeling alot of empathy substitute teachers... But yeah. I'm excited. This week has been a little crazy because its family week at work. which means lots of tears, demanding parents, family therapy, and lightbulbs (meaning you meet their parents and go "ooooh so thats why you're here." which makes me really sad.) so yes. its my second family week that i've worked and i have to say that i dont like it anymore than i did the first time. its a good thing to have and i understand the value of it. it just stresses me, and all the other techs (and all the patients actually) out. so i will be happy when its over and life at the center returns to normal. or at least our version of normal. ;)