A New Year

Yes. I'm sorry. I suck at this. I dont have much to say, so I'll keep it brief.
Things are good. A lot better than they have been in the past. I'm still at UVU, still working on my bachelor's degree. Basically, I'm gonna be in school for the rest of my life. I'm not planning on going on a mission anymore. I prayed about it, and prayed about it... and just kept feeling confused. I finally told my mom about it, and she all but hit me over the head to get me to realize what that meant. So... I'm not going. Thank goodness. That sounds bad. But i really just didnt want to go. I'm a home body. And though I'm still super restless, I get homesick really easily.
I started a new job awhile ago, and it lasted 3 weeks. It was awful. A nightmare actually. I was supposed to be a receptionist and then "watch" my bosses kids every other weekend. And to me, "watch" does not mean "be my nanny and clean my house", and thats what it really was. Then he asked me out and that crazy stuff. So, i quit. And now I'm not working. I start back at the dry cleaners soon. And i've been subbing preschool for my cousins, which i've actually kind of enjoyed.
I just got over pneumonia and it has presented me with new... limitations. I've had to work out for one of my classes at school, and i tried it after having pneumonia. Not successful. Maybe God is trying to teach me something. Slow me down. Cuz i do not like not being able to do everything I've always done. Lol.
Today is my 21st birthday. 21 is actually freaking me out much less than 20 did. Who knows why. 21 tends to be more important. Not that I'm gonna go do the stuff that is now legal for me to do. Drinking. Nope. Gambling. Uh-uh. So.. Basically, its just another number.
I need to find something exciting for me to do. Its bored. But for now, I'm just bidding my time. Something will pop up eventually.