Thanksgiving!!!

Is so close! I'm coming home in 5 days!! I get to see everyone and eat real food and sleep in a real bed and stay up late and talk to my mom and my sisters and want to hit my brothers and tell them to shut up and be 15 minutes away from three different malls... Oh the things you miss when you're away from home for a long time... The things you don't appreciate when you're home. I think this going to be a really special thanksgiving for me, because over the last four months i've had a lot of time to think about the things that i'm really thankful for and realize just how important family is and how much i love them. i've spent a lot of time thinking about what really matters in life and prioritizing my life. I can't wait to see everyone on Thursday! I love you all!

Fabulous Day

i don't know what it was about yesterday, but everything was just wonderful! in my psychology class we talked about stuff that totally blew my mind! i'd write about it but it would take too long. i'll do it some other time. then when i walked out of class, it was all creepy foggy and first of all, i love fog. i think its totally cool. but add it to SUU campus, the creepy part, which is where i was, it totally looks like something from a movie!
there's this part of campus that is just crowded with huge trees, its right by the Adams theatre and the 100 years old buildings that are haunted, so i walk out into the fog with this setting... i mean wow. the adams stage is covered in leaves and the fog is drifting across the stage and through the aisles... and i'm looking at old main totally expecting the ghost to appear at her window... it was way cool. then this crow appears out of no where and scares the crap out of me. i just walked to institute freezing to death, but practically skipping cuz i was in such a good mood.
then i went and took my math test, and left and wasn't stressed, i was totally happy, walked to my car humming to myself, drove home and my roommate, the crazy one who never does anything was CLEANING like she actually took the garbage all the way out to the dumpster rather than just putting outside by the door. and she was mopping the floor, she had done the dishes... and she was listening to good music rather than watching the disney channel (she's 24 and still watches disney channel) i about had a heart attack. then i went to work... then came home and ate 4 freaking pieces of pizza and went to sign language... it was a good day.
today, not so much, but its not bad. and yesterday totally filled my good day quota until thanksgiving. which in 2 weeks! i get to go home in 2 weeks! YESS!!!

And Obama Wins.

i think i cried. not even kidding. shaye and i definitely screamed, and she threw stuff at the tv. but elections are over, and from an "i'm trying very hard to be optimistic" stand point, who knows, maybe socialism isn't so bad... or maybe Obama himself doesn't know what socialism is and just thinks that he's come up with some new idea for "change". you never know. no one else in this country knows what socialism is, why should our future president? or maybe, he'll have mercy on all those serial killers and whatever on death row and let them all go, since he has no problem with slaughtering unborn children, whats the big deal about ones who have been born?
but hey, proposition 8 passed. so at least one good thing came out of this election. and i added one more historical event to the list of them that have happened in my life time. so thats cool i guess.
the elections are over. i can now watch tv again without having to skip every other channel because of election crap. we'll have to see what happens now.

Boy Problems

So, i have this ex boyfriend, who's leaving here soon. And for some reason, yesterday, he decided to... i don't know what he was trying to do actually. make amends? make me want to write him? i don't really know, but whatever it was, it didn't really work. it actually made me really mad. like break down crying kind of mad. but he's leaving. so it doesn't matter.
then, another one of my friends is getting on my nerves too. he just is being stupid. and i don't want to see him or spend time with him at all. ugh. oh well.
and to top it all off, the only guy that i actually want to talk to, or spend time with, is on a mission. for another 10 months. and to make that better, i've never met him.
anywho, i had to tell my boss yesterday that i'm quitting in december. she was not very happy. but, i didn't do anything wrong, so i shouldn't feel guilty. even though i do. i'm mostly just worried she's gonna cut my hours way back and its gonna make my life harder than it already is.
i don't really know what else to write. i mostly just want to go home. i'm very excited about it. i'm tired and sick and burned out on school. I register for classes at UVU tomorrow. so its super officially now. not that it wasn't before. only 6 more weeks.
But hey, Nov. 21 twilight comes out, and the next day is the BYU UTAH game. I'm quite excited about that!