Ugh. Yes ugh. I'm so needing a break. I really am over working myself. Which is funny cuz I'm adding more stuff. I'm gonna die. I decided to volunteer for the "Big Brother/Big Sister" equivalent here in Cedar. One, I get school credit for it. Two, I really want to do SOMETHING meaningful. So I oppted for this. Its only one hour a week. I can handle that. I've got to get used to it. I want to actually graduate in the alloted 4 years, which means, I've got to start taking a lot of classes at a time. And working. Maybe I'll try working 2 jobs this summer. Get a job as a waiteress or something. I don't know.
I just really hate money. Its so stressful. And seeing as I don't have any, and I have massive bills (for a single student) it just becomes more stressful. Everything is getting on my nerves lately. A commercial made me cry yesterday. I absolutely sobbed while doing my math. I'm on complete overload. I really don't want to have to transfer schools at the end of the year, but I might have to if money doesn't get any easier. And I guess, I really shouldn't complain, because I haven't had to take any loans out to go to school yet. I am still going to school, I do have a job, and an apartment. I'm just stresed so everything is getting blown out proportion right now.
Sorry I'm so negative today. I just need an escape. I'm going to Mesquite next weekend. And I can pick up my new book. So I can read something I haven't read before. So that will help. Ugh.
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