Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Adjusting

I've been missing my friends from school a lot the last few days. It seems like the longer I'm away from them the harder it gets. After being on my own for 9 months, coming home has been—an adjustment. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE being home! I love being able to see my mom and my sister everyday, and being able to stay up till all hours talking to them. And as much as my brothers drive me crazy, I love be able to give them a hug before they go to bed, and before I leave in the mornings. But sometimes, I feel like more of a hindrance then anything else.
I miss my friends a lot. Mostly the girls. Every once in awhile, every once in a great while, I miss the boys. Being home, I’m so far away from everyone. I don’t have friends up north anymore. I mean not really. I have people from high school. But, they either: just graduated, are my age but stuck in the high school mode still, or I just don’t want anything to do with them. Or a combination of all three. Its hard not having ANY friends near by. I love hanging out with my mom and my sister, but right now, I really just need my friends. I need to go do something other than work. My one friend that I have here is getting married in a month and a half so, she’s a little busy. I’m going nuts. All my outside-of-family social interaction consists of: texting, email, and a letter I get once a week.
It’s amazing being home, but it’s hard too. I’m used to doing things my way, I cant do that anymore. I know, I shouldn’t complain, I’m living off my mom. I’m working and saving money for next year. I wouldn’t be able to do that unless I was living at home. And like I said, I love being home. It’s just different.

Anyway, I figured I’d put some pictures of me and my friends. It’s me remincising. Just play along.


This is me and Shupe burning our University 1000 books in Castledale, Ut.

















This is all of us at the Buckhorn Wash in Emery County.
Jordan
Kacie
Brandon
Me
Shupe
Shaye
Alex










Kacie, Shaye, me and Shupe in the back of Brandon's dad's truck.

















All of us, but Shupe cuz she's taking the picture, at our bonfire in Castledale.

















Me and Kacie at the bowling alley in Cedar City.


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